another note to figuring life purpose

I think human is quite receptive to the environment. Perhaps what trigger them can be different but somehow people behave depend on their environment, what they see, what they catch by their senses, and then formulate feedbacks that can result in what they feel, what they say and what they think or assume.

And why the heck am i writing this? Haha

I just think that i need a base, a background, a reason of what i am feeling right now. 

Well sometimes your reaction to certain event can be surprising even for yourself. And when that happens, i just wonder if we really know ourselves well or if somehow at some points we will do and move according to our Creator. If that's the case then we should get to know Him well. I am sure though that we should move based on our heart cause our Creator speaks to us through the very close and private part of us, our heart. 

Then, don't you think we should listen to our heart? Have we lived according to our heart? Or do we go through our life just by people telling us to do, or whether we are following certain authorities, and some written guidances which may not be suited with our hearts. Or are we actually unaware of our heart existence because we never use it and listen to it? 

I believe that God has planned a unique way for us to live in this life so that we can fulfil our purpose. 

Well i am still figuring out my purpose, other than being a useful member of my family. Perhaps i am destined for something bigger, or even simple thing that is considerable huge to others. I don't know. But at least i know that i need to open my ears and eyes, finding His path and voice through my heart. May God help us all 🙏