my first time

never thought that I would create my own blog..
it's not that i don't like to write..i do..but sometimes i just like to write for myself and i don't want others to read it. yes, maybe i'm not really an open kind of person. but i'm not so closed either. i just don't know what others might feel after reading my thoughts. i consider myself to have an open mind though..so i think it's ok for me if open minded people read my blog.
anyway..what am i going to write??? first time and i'm already paranoid..so sad deey..:-P